I have officially completed my 6 month challenge to be single and celibate. I had one slip up with someone who no longer matters to me.
I can't believe as the end was nearing, I was asked out on 3 dates. I thought the challenge had worked. unfortunately I was so very wrong.
I started to like 2 people. A sophomore and a Kappa. However they both only want me for my vagina. Simply put, only interested in having sex with me. For what, I'm still lost. I had never flirted with them or said I was interested in having sex with them.
I want a boyfriend. I haven't had a real boyfriend since high school. Sophomore year there was a short relationship with titles, junior year a three month long distance relationship and senior year an intense month of a drama infused relationship.
I don't want to be "that girl" or a "hoe" ... I'm ready to settle down...and just be in a committed relationship. I'm tired of starting over and getting to know someone. I think I'm a catch...smart, cute, funny, adventurous, down for whatever, can cook and educated. However nobody else seems to see me that way. Which sucks. Cuz I see plenty of other people that way.
Forever alone.
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