I'm Superwoman...

In college, as student leaders...people expect us to be superheroes! And that's okay because our capes are just invisible!

In undergrad I was involved in so much. And people still expect me to step up and do everything. Smh.

New Apt

Finally moved into my new place. The Lofts!

Car Ownership

Today I picked up the Title to my car. JBC Auto Sales signed over the car to me. I paid it off in less than a year!! this is car #2. Satin has been through a lot. But we made it this far! :)

Required qualities:

God Fearing
can dance
lovely chef
hold interesting conversation
loves to travel
ambitious and goal oriented
involved on campus or in student orgs
graduate
well paid job
own car
family oriented
creative
To be Continued....

Grad School Orientation, Day 2

MNM
Masters of Nonprofit Management from the University of Central Florida.
I sat with Latoya, John, Lockey, and Valerie! :) Classmates for the next year!

Basically it was boring, but helpful information. Turned in my plan of study. Learned about some different resources and professional associations I can be apart of. And started to get to know the administration leaders in my specific department.

Afterwards we went to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner..yumtastic!! But I was missing a wing and the girl brought me a new one...and also took some money off my bill!! Lovely!

There was also a really huge screen. Wall to wall. *insider*

To be honest

I stopped liking you a long time ago. I fell out of love with you. Yes I still love you but I don't think you love me like you say you do.

It hurts me everyday we don't talk. It kills me that you rather not talk to anybody me included for days on end. I can't quite understand how a person doesn't turn to the one they love in time of happiness, sadness, hurt, confusion or excitement. Whatever it is..if you can't come to me then we shouldn't be considering a relationship.

I'm not asking to be your gf. You approached me for that. I was just fine being a friend.

So make up your mind and stick to it.

Not going to ever beg for your love!

It's funny to me how some people never actually change.

I gave you my heart six months ago, and you broke it. You blatantly disrespected me, my body, mind and heart. But yet and still, I still love you wholeheartedly. I trust you better than I did before. I know where I want to be in relation to you and what I expect from you. But I'm getting neither. I text you every day, call you just so you know I'm thinking about you. You respond to half the text and zero percent of the phone calls. I'm feeling like a hostage.
you're up or you're down, but you don't reach out to me. If anything you pull away from me more and more each day. I told you from months ago, don't do that. Don't shut down and kick me out. How the fuck am I supposed to be a good gf, friend, confident or sister to you if you keep pushing me farther and farther away from you?

I don't even know you any more. I'm tired. I just want to be loved back wholeheartedly. I don't want to ever second guess how you feel about me. And when we aren't communicating I do that. Because I don't get how sometime can love someone or ask to be in a serious relationship with them and not bend over backwards to talk to them or visit them in their free time.

I can't operate like this. Either get it together or walk back out of my life. I refuse to beg you to love me, and show me it's real.

Riding around and I'm getting it!

This past weekend, I did a four city tour in a lil Fiat!!! I hit Tallahassee, Gainesville, Miami and Lauderdale. I got a stupid $300 speeding ticket too but otherwise a wonderful experience!

blue love

I fell in love with a man of Haitian descent.

I finally mustered up the guts to tell him. And he asked me why I love him and this is my response "I don't really know how to express this. But I just simply love you because you're you. I like the way you talk/listen. I love the way you command attention. I can't get enough of men with leadership skills and abilities. You have a very cool and collected swag that you don't falter from. You're true to yourself. And not everyone is like that. I hope this makes sense."

This doesn't really capture all the reasons why. But I adore him.

I might not ever get from him the relationship or the love I  knew he could give. But I know deep down in my heart, I'll never stop loving him. He's a great friend. and as he leaves today I wish him the absolute best in his future endeavors!

What's funny is he is a 9 in SigmaLand..and today is the ninth!!! <3

8.8.12

It's the calm before the storm...in a week and a half (crazy, I know)...I will be starting two graduate programs. My first program that I will complete in one year will be a Masters in Nonprofit Mgt at the University of Central Florida. GO KNIGHTS!! We are also celbrating the 50th aaniversary of the school so I'm really excited for Homecoming and Football Season and Tailgating! My second Masters is in College Student Affairs at Nova Southeastern University. GO SHARKS!!! So basically I'm a KnightShark!

This blog will detail my travels, my auxiliary - Iota Sweetheart, my leadership, my job as a Graduate Assistant at Rollins College, my school work load- 5 grad classes, my love life and my social network drama..lol! Tag along for the ride!!!!