My 1st 1 Bedr Apt

haha, as i typed the title, I thought this may be the first and my last after the last entry I just posted.
*fingers crossed*

but anyways on July 18th I signed my lease for my first 1 bedroom apt, it's in my name with no cosigner and it is not student/college housing. So now i have my own car, own apt and all these big bills, but I am an adult and it comes with the territory. going to have two house warming parties...one for Iota and one for AKPsi before I move the furntiture in but I am very excited to start this new lifestyle.

i will definitely miss the convenience of living in Rolling Hills directly across from school, but I rather be away from school so that I can be more independent.

attached are some pics of the new place, Seawind Lakes in Lauderdale Lakes.

SN: it's all tile..I need carpets!!

Coach Darius Butler Jr.

I feel like I have been swept off of my feet and and am floating amongst the clouds. On Sunday July 20th, this really hot guy walks into my job needing to use the restroom. He's even doing the peepee dance and I can't help but laugh at him as he runs across the lobby.
He then comes back to me and strikes up a conversation and we exchange numbers.

That evening we went out for drinks and spent some hours talking and getting to know each other. He called me a good catch, cute and intelligent and he just knew he had to talk to me. He has a degree in teaching and has 2 kids and loves to coach and personally train others. He's 32 and ready to get married. Crazy enough he wants more kids, I told him the best he'll get is 2 from me! HA! Then he called me babe before I went to bed. In my head, I'm like "pump the brakes homeboy" but in my heart I'm like "awww".

So Monday he invites me to spend the night with him because I didn't have such a good night at my new 1bedr apt (another story) and so I did. Although I thought we were going to go out prior to bedtime! He was so sweet and very cuddly and I just loved being all wrapped up in him. He asked me did I want to go out and I said it didn't matter, his response "I don't wanna let you down," a girl like me faints after hearing that. Nobody ever cares if they're disappointing me or not. In that moment I realized I wanted his heart.

And then last night we spent another night together. This time he took his butt to sleep! No love came my way, at one point I had no pillow or his arm to rest on. lol!!! but then this morning I told him that I wanted him mentally, physically, and emotionally. And he said he wanted the same from me and asked if I'd give it to him! In my head I screamed, hell yea..but to him I just said "umhmm". One day I hope to reflect on this with a very happy post about marriage and kids...because in all honesty, I think he's the one! Have never really felt this way about anyone before and it feels all weird and tingly...but I know he'll give me the loyalty, honesty, and stability I am looking for.